Joyner Lucas

Today I had a conversation with one of my bros My homie, he's been close to me since we was six years old He calls my mom a mom, he seen all of my highs and lows From school fights to sharing clothes, from b-ball to fucking hoes He sat me down and let me know some things he never told me Things he never got a chance to say or even show me He said I know that I don't tell you often

I'm not in love with him no more the way I once was I wonder if he feel the same It's like our life was going dim and that was some plug and I doubt that it will ever change I've been sleeping next to a lame who used to be my best friend now the niggas playing games I still care about him but it really ain't the same

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What all do respect I don't have pity for you black niggas that's the way I feel Screaming black lives matter all the black guys rather be dead beats to pay your bills Yelling nigga this and nigga that Call everybody nigga and get a nigga mad As soon as I say nigga then everyone react Wanna swing at me and call me racist cause I ain't black

And I really wanna leave but I'm too far And I'm too lost, wanna let go but it's too hard Want a new start, gotta look inside me but I'm too scarred Never knew the pain could be this sad I don't wanna die young so I live fast Never knew a heartbreak could be this bad I'm afraid of being loved and I know why I can never trust what I don't buy When I feel like giving up then I don't try And I feel like taking drugs so I don't

Today I had a conversation with one of my bros My homie, he's been close to me since we was six years old He calls my mom a mom, he seen all of my highs and lows From school fights to sharing clothes, from b-ball to fucking hoes He sat me down and let me know some things he never told me Things he never got a chance to say or even show me He said I know that I don't tell you often

I'm not in love with him no more the way I once was I wonder if he feel the same It's like our life was going dim and that was some plug and I doubt that it will ever change I've been sleeping next to a lame who used to be my best friend now the niggas playing games I still care about him but it really ain't the same

[Music]

What all do respect I don't have pity for you black niggas that's the way I feel Screaming black lives matter all the black guys rather be dead beats to pay your bills Yelling nigga this and nigga that Call everybody nigga and get a nigga mad As soon as I say nigga then everyone react Wanna swing at me and call me racist cause I ain't black

And I really wanna leave but I'm too far And I'm too lost, wanna let go but it's too hard Want a new start, gotta look inside me but I'm too scarred Never knew the pain could be this sad I don't wanna die young so I live fast Never knew a heartbreak could be this bad I'm afraid of being loved and I know why I can never trust what I don't buy When I feel like giving up then I don't try And I feel like taking drugs so I don't